The Past

Today is the day where I  officially haven't talked to my dad for a full year. Some times it is still hard for me to believe that he is gone. Now I go to my brother for most things but it still isn't the same. I would go to my dad for everything and now I just don't have anybody in my corner to like help me out with seeing   things the way he did. I have to go to others for help and then I have to think about what he would say and how he would have me look at things. I used to talk to him after sporting events I had.  I would call him before the event and I would call him after but all that is in the past.  Things will never be the same.